Apprehension

I have felt quite sad in work today. Didn’t sleep well last night and was wishing my dad was still here. I wanted him to hold me and tell me this was all a bad dream. I miss him terribly and I don’t think my family have had time to greive.

I so want a miracle to happen but miracles don’t happen to people like me.

Why does life give such precious jewels and then snatch them away?

I would love to find some amazing cure for Mesothelioma and all asbestos related illnesses and cancers in general so every sufferer could have their lives back. Cancers are cruel but this has to be one of the cruelest.
Will update the diary on Friday when I get my results.